face everything as a woman and can't believing what an adult issues about and I'm not ready yet but I can't do anything I have to fight for it

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people always complaining about my life

people always comparing about my life

people always talk about what should I do

and always asked why do this, why not this, what about this, can you be like she/he

it's so weary

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all those question make me asked to myself

WHY I'M HERE

do you guys know? compering and complaining about others life make the person got an oppressed

so please do not asked something about other privacy because you never know what have done with others life right?

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I'm trying to dealing about everything that adults people issues which actually I'm not ready yet but I should ready

yeah I'm going to be adults on age and I have to act like a woman not a girl anymore

actually it's so funny when I remember when I was child I really want to be a woman 

at that day I was thought that if I'm a woman I could do anything that I want, such as go to shopping alone, buying my food without asking my mom, I could sleep midnight, dating with cool man, wearing makeup etc and yeah I did it but I never know being adults means I have a ton of responsibilities to take and I have to decided about something not only for me but people around me because what I've decided about will impact to people around me 

it's so difficult, not as easy as choose which lipstick that I want to wear today

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until now I still asked to myself

can I do better?

and I wish the answer is 

YES

but I still have no idea....